Showing posts with label Baseball. Show all posts
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Thursday, April 4, 2013

On flushing it and hitting your free throws

Opening Day is one of my favorite holidays of every year for a few reasons.  First, the Indians are still in the hunt.  Second, there are few things more beautiful than those pictures of gigantic American flags being rolled out in the outfield while grown men line up in their whites and grays to play a boy's game.  Third, because it makes me fall in love all over again with the most beautiful pastime there is.
Opening Day 2013 in the Cathedral of the Bronx
My earliest memories are from the baseball field in our side yard, and the majority of my most important moments have happened on this and other ballfields, other places of learning.  Learning how to wait on a curveball and how to read a fly ball off of the bat, learning how to round first base to stretch a single into a double, learning how to wear my socks at just the right length below the knee, learning how and when to use a takeout slide, and most importantly, learning that nobody is above failure.

Every coach that I have played for has understood that failure is part of the game.  My high school  coach used to tell us to Flush It whenever we came back into the dugout after really screwing up.  Not like if you hit a line drive that turned into an out, but rather times when you made an error, or threw to the wrong base, or got fooled by a bad pitch, or hung a curveball that got belted into the stratosphere.  When these mistakes happened, my coaches made me realize that either I could dwell on them and let them eat at me, or I could face up to what happened, figure out why I had made the error, understand that there was nothing I could do to take back the throw that I'd made into the third row, there was no way to get the ball back.  Flush and move on.
Young William with a Flush It play (but great calves) - June 2008
Like all lessons that you can learn from baseball (which is only a game because it couldn't be a philosophy), the ability to Flush It can be applied in every setting in the world, from school to romance to work to anything else, and as I reach what is the biggest turning point that I've faced so far in my life (going from college into the real world/childhood into adulthood/with a support system to on my own), I've found it useful to think about when I look back on the most recent phase of my life.  In my years at college I've screwed up academically, athletically, and socially (not necessarily in order of frequency or severity), and I've done it more times than I can count.  I've bailed on potential relationships because I've been afraid to commit, I've lacked interest in subject matter to the point where I bombed tests and backed my way into passing grades, I've tested friendships because I don't have an off switch on the basketball court, I've been cut from the baseball team, I've lied, I've cheated, I've given up, I've compromised my morals, I've done pretty much everything that everyone would tell you to avoid doing.

College is a period of difficult transitions, and I've grown up more in this time than I ever thought I could have before I came here.  I've accomplished some things and I've screwed some things up, probably at about a .290 batting average with my slugging percentage is floating right around .500. But these numbers, in whatever dimensions they exist, belong to the past.  The damage has been done, or not.  There's nothing that I can do now except to accept that it's gone, Flush It, and then learn from it.  The people around me may or may not accept it, but I can become better, and in the end, that's what's important.  What's done is done.

Okay Young William, so what do you do after you flush it?

Young William at the stripe - February 2007
Because I'm unable to talk in any way but through sports analogies, I'm going to pull from the arsenal again here, but I'll spare baseball.  As my older brother once told me, "Sometimes you get to be Maverick, sometimes you have to be Goose, and sometimes you crash."  I've crashed my fair share, I got to be Maverick on the baseball diamond, but on the basketball court I was always Goose.  My senior year I led the team in minutes because it didn't really matter if I fouled out.  The only other statistical categories that I think I've ever led teams in are fouls and charges taken.  I stayed in games because I played good defense, I didn't turn the ball over, and I made my free throws.

There's nothing like free throws in any other team sport.  Nowhere else are you presented with an opportunity in the form of an unguarded attempt to score points on any regular basis.  There's just you and the hoop, the shot is always the same distance away no matter where you go, and so theoretically, if you've practiced enough, you should be able to make it every time with your eyes closed.  Watch any game in which a team shoots 50% from the free throw line: the announcer is right: free throws are of eternal significance.

There are free throws in life.  There are things that we know will occur and that we can control.  We need to be successful in these things.  We need to be nice to our girlfriend's parents, we need to be confident in interviews, we need to love and take care of our family and friends.  There are very few things that we can actually control, so when they're placed in our lap - when we're fifteen feet away and unguarded - we need to be automatic.

The world is a scary place.  It's manipulating, it's demanding, it's forceful, and it's cruel, but that does not mean that it owns us.  When the world beats us down, we can flush our mistakes and move on.  When we see openings to success, we need to make our free throws.  The world is hard but it is not impossible, and if we are willing to learn from things and then flush them, and if we can make our free throws, the future doesn't seem so daunting after all.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Seeing the game from a new field

Whenever I tell people that I played baseball growing up, the first question most people ask is, "What position?"  Simple question, simple answer, right?  Ehhh...

The problem is that I didn't really have a position.  Since 2002, when I was 11 and when kids really start getting locked into positions, I've been all over the place.  Quick look: 2002 - SS for the Keystone Display Braves, 3B/1B for the Crystal Lake American Little League All-Stars.  2003 - SS for the Keystone Expos, 1B/C for CLALL.  2004 - 3B for the CL Cyclones.  2005 - 2B for the Cyclones.  2006 - RF for Crystal Lake Central, 2B for the Cyclones, 2007 - CF for CLC, 2B for the Cyclones.  2008 - RF for CLC, 2009 - LF for CLC.  For those of you scoring at home, that's 6-5-3-6-3-2-5-4-9-4-8-4-9-7.

Now, every time I moved, the coach would always say, "it's great that you can play so many positions," which I'm pretty sure was only the first half of a sentence that should have ended with, "because you sure as hell don't excel at any of them."
Young William not excelling in right field in 2008

So when I answer the question I always tell people that I moved around a lot, which is true, but also leaves me without a true identity and makes me sound like a tee ball player, ("Mom!  I got to play six positions and we got juice boxes!") but I also take a lot of pride in it.  Why?  Because when circumstances changed, I was able to adjust in order to change with them.

One of the toughest things to do in the real world is to keep an open mind about things.  It's much easier to entrench yourself in an opinion, a mindset, and an identity, and never give in to the concept that maybe, possibly, there are better options out there.  Humans, it seems, are proud beings, stubborn beings, and defensive beings, which combines into the perfect storm of closed-mindedness.  Why think when we can react?  Why even bother listening to other people's opinions when we could ignore them and pound our own even deeper into our brains.

Truth is, nobody is absolutely, 100% correct about everything.  Nobody knows how to solve every problem that's out there, nobody knows who God is, nobody knows how to completely stop Aaron Rodgers, nobody has written the best novel of all time, nobody has painted the best picture of all time, nobody knows why Tiger Woods betrayed Elin Steve Williams, nobody knows the meaning of life, nobody knows who Jack the Ripper was, nobody knows why LeBron James is such a gigantic douche, nobody knows how I Can't Believe It's Not Butter can't be at least a little bit butter, and nobody knows how they get so much cheese into a Cheez-It.  There are millions of theories on every topic, but not one is absolutely accepted by everyone because they're not facts.

So why do people insist that they do?

I know, I know.  Proud, stubborn, defensive.  But what do we gain from that?  It's hard to put aside our personal pride sometimes, but when things change, be it in ourselves, the people we're interacting with, or our surroundings, if we stay stagnant we're going to become irrelevant.  If I'm playing second and a better second baseman comes along, I won't play if I insist on being a second baseman.  I'll get moved to the bench, and eventually get cut.  But I can still play the game if I'm willing to move elsewhere.  A "position change" doesn't have to be a total shift in mindset, it just means that we can be willing to adjust our perspective based on additional information.

I'm not saying that we shouldn't hold onto our opinions about things.  Just because somebody disagrees doesn't mean that we should automatically change to agree with them.  I just think that we should be open-minded enough to know that, chances are, our opinion isn't the strongest or best one out there.  There are probably other things to consider, and it's okay to consider them.  It's okay to believe that there might be better options out there than the one we have.

[Note from Mom]:  "You should tie this into evolution.  The most adaptable, not the strongest, are the ones who survive."

Brilliant woman, brilliant statement.  And she's right.  Dinosaurs, if you take the extreme example, were much more powerful than apes.  A dinosaur could tear an ape to pieces.  But they couldn't adjust to shifts in the climate, so they disappeared.  They stuck to their cold-blooded, flesh-tearing guns and it didn't work, while apes were able to survive and turn into baseball players because they didn't have any one method of survival.  I'm sure that their lifestyle pre-Ice Age was much different than the one they chose during the Ice Age, and they lived to tell the tale.  The dinosaurs didn't adjust, got put on the bench, and then the Great Coach in the Sky decided that they ran out of innings.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Brothers Need Brothers - Teammates in the Game of Life

A couple of weeks ago I wrote about how happy I was that the Mavs had won the NBA Finals, and more specifically, about how cool it was to see a bunch of teams full of foxhole guys reigning on the top of the American sporting world, especially when the most recent "defining moment" of that world was The Decision.  That got me to thinking about how much I miss my teammates, and for the past three weeks I've been sitting on my couch watching videos of my Little League years, spraying cheez whiz straight into my mouth, looking at old pictures of my high school teams, and crying profusely.  However, now that it's all out of my system (but not really), I have time to do other things, like thinking constructively on the issue.

With a few exceptions, all of the friends from high school that I have actively stayed in touch with through my first two years of college are former teammates (about .4 seconds after writing that sentence I realized that there is no such thing as a former teammate).  You see, teammates have a special relationship that can't just be created through any friendship.  Teammates are stuck with each other.  They can't jump ship, they can't choose new teammates, and they can't completely ignore each other.  At least while they're on the field they have to interact in a working unit.

Over the course of a season, or, in the long term, a career, almost every team will hit both a hot streak and a slump, and on a smaller scale there will be hissy fits, incredible personal runs, game-losing screw-ups, game-winning plays, "Did you just see that?" greatness, "Did you just see that?" failures, and everything in between.  Through all of the joy, pain, crap, and mediocrity, you learn to deal with these people in about every different setting imaginable, and the most important part is that, unless you perform the ultimate sacrilege and quit, you're stuck with them for months on end.  I've stayed close with my teammates, even the ones that I wasn't super close to in high school, because I can go to them about any number of scenarios and they will know how to handle my emotional states.  After seeing me spike helmets, perform borderline-flagrant fouls, cuss, laugh, cry, jump with joy, fall to my knees in pain, get injured, hit home runs, strike batters out, give up home runs, strike out at the plate, airball shots, hang my head, stick my chest out, draw charges, argue calls, shove teammates, hug teammates, and punch lockers, it's not that tough to read my feelings after a low GPA, a breakup, or a job offer.  Sports, especially baseball, are based off of locker room chemistry more than I think anybody gives enough credit for anymore, and more than that, it's based on keeping each other even-keel.  The highs can't get too high or you'll come crashing down.  The lows can't get too low or you won't be able to rise out of it.  If one person starts riding these, other people start riding these, and sooner or later you always end up on the bottom, so it's the job of teammates to make pull each other through anything; to tell them to flush a strikeout and move on, to give them a butt-pat after a home run and remind them to move on, to keep the player balanced so the team can be balanced.

What do I miss about sports?  I miss the feel of the dirt, I miss the smell of the grass, I miss seeing curveballs snap into the strikezone, I miss stealing bases, and I miss hitting the ball on the sweet spot, I miss getting playing 32 of 32 minutes, I miss the mixture of pride and exhaustion, but most of all, I miss being on a team and I miss having teammates.

Luckily for me, I have two outstanding brothers.

Over the course of a season, or, in the long term, a career a lifetime, almost every team family will hit both a hot streak have high times and a slump tough times, and on a smaller scale there will be hissy fits, incredible personal runs, game-losing seemingly life-altering screw-ups, game-winning plays moments of personal triumph, "Did you just see that?" greatness, "Did you just see that?" failures, and everything in between.  Through all of the joy, pain, crap, and mediocrity, you learn to deal with these people in about every different setting imaginable, and the most important part is that, unless you perform the ultimate sacrilege and quit, you're stuck with them for months on end forever.  I've stayed close with my teammates, even the ones that I wasn't super close to in high school, brothers, because I can go to them about any number of scenarios and they will know how to handle my emotional states.  After seeing me spike helmets, perform borderline-flagrant fouls, cuss, laugh, cry, jump with joy, fall to my knees in pain, get injured, hit home runs, strike batters out, give up home runs, strike out at the plate, airball shots, hang my head, stick my chest out, draw charges, argue calls, shove teammates, hug teammates, punch lockers, punch them, throw temper tantrums, quit on them, bully them, tattle on them, support them, stand up for them, need them to stand up for me, after riding in cars with me, after waiting for me in the car while I puke away my carsickness, after crossing oceans with me, after insisting that I play one more inning, one more quarter, one more set of downs, after boxing with me, after singing with me, after hugging me, after watching me break down, after watching me exude cockiness, and after living with me for twenty years, it's not that tough to read my feelings after a low GPA, a breakup, or a job offer.  Sports, especially baseball, Families are based off of locker room chemistry more than I think anybody gives enough credit for anymore, and more than that, it's based on keeping each other even-keel.  The highs can't get too high or you'll come crashing down.  The lows can't get too low or you won't be able to rise out of it.  If one person starts riding these, other people start riding these, and sooner or later you always end up on the bottom, so it's the job of teammates brothers to make pull each other through anything; to tell them to flush a strikeout failure and move on, to give them a butt-pat after a home run success and remind them to move on, to keep the player brother balanced so the team family can be balanced.

As Dante Shepherd of SurvivingTheWorld.net so wonderfully states, "Life is a lot like a baseball game - You want your team to win, you want it to be a thriller, you don't want it to be called short on account of nature, and you wouldn't mind if it went into extra innings."  In this game of life, it's nice to have some good teammates.

When I was little, I spent just about every second playing with my brothers.  We'd pull out the Indians and the Orioles lineups and play series after series in the backyard; Michael always spotting me just enough runs to keep me interested but just few enough to still be able to come back.  We'd throw elbows on the cement of the basement basketball court.  We'd check each other into the drywall (the same drywall which I once threw a ping-pong paddle through).  We'd never finish a single game of football without a fight breaking out.  And it couldn't have been more perfect.

When I got to high school, it was Michael who took me under his wing.  I was known as his brother and that wasn't a problem for me.  He'd made a name for himself as hard-working, athletic, good-natured, and, as way too many of my female friends told me, a good looking dude.  He was the one who took me out to the batting cages to hit after school with his teammates.  He was the one who brought me to lift weights and play in open gyms.  He was the one that showed me how much diligence had to be put into school work.

When Stuart got to high school, I tried to do the same thing, and I hope I succeeded.  I feel like I did.  Stuart and I got very close during my senior and his freshman years.  We took care of each other.  That's important.  It's the constant that's held us together through all the years.

Michael and Stuart have been there for me through everything, and not just because they have to (at least I don't think that's why).  When I broke up with my girlfriend of two years, it was Michael who gave me a hug and walked with me, even if I had trouble saying anything.  When my baseball career ended, it was Michael and Stuart who were there to comfort me.  When I got into Notre Dame, they were the ones I wanted to talk to.  When I have philosophical issues, I go to Stuart.  When they lost (Michael coaching, Stuart playing) a mere five wins away from the Little League World Series, I felt like I'd gotten kicked in the stomach too.  They've been there for me for every single second, momentous or mundane, of my entire life, and I know that that will never change.

I brag about my brothers, I'm proud of my brothers, and I love my brothers.  They are my heroes, they are my best friends, and they are rocks that I can build off of.  When I graduate college, they'll be cheering.  When I get engaged, they'll be the first to know.  When my first kid is born, they'll be there to see.  When that kid busts into the Majors they'll be wearing his uniform in the stands next to me.  When I need someone to talk to they'll open up, when I don't want to talk they'll sit and wait with me.  When I want to celebrate they'll be the ones popping the cork and dancing with me, when I want to mourn they'll each have an arm around me.

My brothers and I are stuck together for the rest of our lives, but that doesn't really matter.  After being on the same team for so long, I don't think any of us would ever want to take our talents elsewhere.  You see, we don't even really have a choice.  Having been raised together, having learned to rely on each other, having come to trust each other and wanting to fight for each other and being ready to jump in the foxhole together, trying to operate without each other would be like trying to turn a 6-4-3 double play without two of the players.  And that's what separates brothers from any other type of friend, from any other type of teammate, from any other type of relationship.  That's what makes it special.  One of the more regular readers of this blog (of the 6 or 7 that there are) asked me to write about what it means to be a brother, and I guess that I can't really give a prescription or a recipe for what to do, but I can tell you how I feel towards my brothers and about brothers in general.

Brothers don't just love their brothers.  Brothers don't just appreciate having their brothers around.  Brothers Need Brothers, and will continue to need them for the rest of this infinite ballgame.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Championship Teams

Two things:

1.  Bill Simmons' new site, grantland.com, is excellent.  I strongly recommend reading every article.  And if you don't have time for that, just the ones by Simmons and Klosterman, and if you don't have time for that just the ones by Simmons, and if you don't have time for that, reevaluate your priorities.  Thanks to morebaseball.com for the tip.

Moving on...

2.  While being overpaid to stock shoes this morning, and still reveling in the scent of vanilla, choruses of angels (probably something having to do with Moses), soft summer breeze, and the faint sound of children laughing that have been following me (everybody?  I can't be the only one, right?) since the Mavs beat the Heat, I realized that, although my father didn't accomplish the rare Quadruple Crown of having his favorite teams in the four major sports (Packers, Giants, Bulls, Blackhawks) holding championships, we did have a situation where every title that had been won in the past twelve months was won by teams that prided themselves on their team-first mentalities.

Now, because A) I don't really know enough about hockey to start putting pen to paper on it, and B) all hockey teams seem to be pretty unselfish, we're going to skip over the Blackhawks.  I'm sorry.  That leaves us with, in chronological order, the Giants, the Pack, and the Mavs.


After years of carrying around Barry Bonds in order to score more runs than other teams, the Giants finally felt guilty and decided to make up for it by not scoring any runs in the 2010 season.
Actual Barry Bonds head to body size ratio
That's actually an exaggeration, but the Giants did finish 17th in the majors in runs scored, the lowest of any playoff team.  Instead, they rallied around their pitching, defense, a midget they found on the street named Cody Ross, a hobo living under the Golden Gate Bridge named Brian Wilson, and had a group meeting sometime in late August/early September to decide that they were the best team in the Majors and it would probably be fun to win the World Series.  Try to name a star on that team.  Sure, Wilson was good, but he could only pitch 1/9th of the innings.  Lincecum was solid, but only had a few playoff starts.  Ross hit well.  Juan Uribe had some clutch at-bats.  But get this: Edgar Renteria was the World Series MVP.


Let's let that sink in.


The man is 35, which isn't too old until you think about the fact that he abandoned his amateur status (which they should really give you a card to carry around for) at age 16, in 1992.  The man has a lot of innings under his belt.  The Giants stayed within themselves, played for themselves, believed in themselves, and won.  Outstanding.


The Packers put themselves in a similar boat by sneaking into the playoffs with must-win wins in the last three weeks of the season.  They then proceeded to blow through the playoffs like an invisible shank to Jay Cutler's knee.  They did this all with a total of 80+ missed games due to injuries to Week 1 starters, and then, just for good measure, Charles Woodson and Donald Driver got hurt mid-game.
 

At some point during the year, I'm convinced that Aaron Rodgers just decided that they weren't going to lose anymore, held a meeting, shared his opinion, and everybody cashed in on it, leading to your Super Bowl Champions list including Jordy Nelson and some guy named Brett Swain, who doesn't even have a picture on his Wikipedia page.


Coolest moment of the whole thing though? (Besides that awesome picture of Rodgers and Matthews on the podium that shows before Sportscenter)  The fact that during the post-game interviews, Greg Jennings kept referring to Donald Driver as the Packers No. 1 Receiver, even though Jennings out-received Driver by 25 receptions and 700 yards during the regular season.  Hell, Driver was 4th in yards.  Except it was his team, his receiving core, and that was fine with everybody because of all the intangibles that he had provided.


Yep, that's the one.
And then there are the Mavs.  The wonderful, wonderful Mavs.  Sure they had Dirk, but who else?  Jason Terry?  He didn't even start.  Jason Kidd?  Way past his prime.  There were exactly zero minutes in the series when Dallas had the talent on the floor advantage.  But they won because they decided they were going to win.  The popular opinion is that it happened right after Dwyane Wade knocked down the 3 in front of the Mavs' bench, but who's to say that it didn't happen the second that the tattoo artist finished putting the Larry O'Brien Trophy on Jason Terry's arm.  Everybody was watching Lebron James last summer while Dirk & Co. re-signed and got better.  I'm convinced that at some point, the Mavs were walking out of practice and somebody said, "Let's win the Finals," and that was it.  It was done.


Simmons really hit the nail on the head in his retro-diary of Game 6.  In his second-to-last paragraph he says, "When Dirk briefly disappeared under the arena after the final buzzer, presumably to cry and collect himself, it was the most genuine sports moment of the year. He barely made it, you could see him choking up. LeBron would have done it at midcourt in front of everyone, partly for effect, and maybe that's one of the biggest differences between them right now. You play basketball for you and your teammates, not for everyone else."

That last sentence really hits home with me.  There's something about being on a team, a true team, that is absolutely impossible to replace with anything else.  "You play basketball for you and your teammates, not for everyone else."

Although I didn't think about this at the time, looking back, it seems like the three teams that I talked about played without even realizing that there were people in the stands.  As anybody who has ever played on a team with real chemistry knows, there's something special about that bond.  You go through bad stuff together, you celebrate good stuff together, and you get to know each other better than you know just about anybody.  My teammates and my coaches have taught me that if you're going into a foxhole, you don't always want the most talented, but you do want people who are going to fight like hell until the bitter end.  You want people who won't let themselves lose and won't let you lose.  These teams did that.
My favorite teammates
These guys proved to themselves and to their teammates that they were the best.  There's a reason that announcers say that teams "shock the world," but nobody has ever claimed to be shocked themselves after a solid win.  They always know.  They always believe.  These three teams firmly believed that they were the greatest teams in the world, and they set out to, and did, verify it.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

The Authentic Self

The one Natural that I have ever encountered was Roy Hobbs.  I first met him about ten years ago, when Robert Redford came into my living room and introduced me to the dangers of women who invite themselves to your hotel room and the concept that someone could hit a baseball 600 feet on the reg after: A. Not having practiced for fifteen years; and B. Having been a pitcher in his previous career; as long as C. The bat that was used had been infused with lightning.
I took both points to heart, and while I'm still to allow a wary woman into any hotel room I've occupied (which has worked out quite well, as can be seen by my lack of gunshot wounds to the hip), I do credit the second major concept from that film with ending my baseball career.

Young William showing a confident smile, knowing that all he needs is a magical bat to keep his baseball career going.

Young William circa October 2009 upon finding out that he'd been cut from the Notre Dame baseball team.
Unfortunately for me, I never found a lightning bat and I hadn't worked hard enough to make it the old-fashioned way.

***

My buddy Pete recently gave me The Legend of Bagger Vance (novel form).  I had planned on using it to avoid reading my psychology textbooks, but I was unable to do that as Pete obviously had me figured out from the beginning, because after a mere 74 pages, I stumbled into a trap of deep psychology.  For anyone who hasn't read the book or seen the movie, Bagger Vance is a caddy of mysterious origins who is less of a man who carries a golf bag and more of a life coach.  That's not to say he isn't a golf fanatic.  He is.  And while he does know the game from physical side, he is more worried about the mental and spiritual aspects to it.  He has the belief that every golfer has an "Authentic Swing," which cannot be coached, but rather follows the player from the very first time he picks up a club.  He describes the swing with a man named Keeler, another student of the game, thusly:
 
"'I believe that each of us possesses, inside ourselves,' Bagger Vance began, 'one true Authentic Swing that is ours alone. It is folly to try to teach us another, or mold us to some ideal version of the perfect swing. Each player possesses only that one swing that he was born with, that swing which existed within him before he ever picked up a club. Like the statue of David, our Authentic Swing already exists, concealed within the stone, so to speak.' Keeler broke in with excitement. 'Then our task as golfers, according to this line of thought...' '...is simply to chip away all that is inauthentic, allowing our Authentic Swing to emerge in its purity.'

As I'm sure you've all figured out, he's not just talking about a golf swing.

"'Consider the swing itself,' he said. 'Its existence metaphysically, I mean. It has no objective reality of its own, no existence at all save when our bodies create it, and yet who can deny that it exists, independently of our bodies, a...s if on another plane of reality.' 'Am I hearing you right, sir?' Keeler asked. 'Are you equating the swing with the soul, the Authentic Soul?' 'I prefer Self,' Bagger Vance said. 'The Authentic Self'"

Once again.  Not only targeted towards golf

Will Smith as Bagger Vance.  Quick side rant: This absolutely should have been Morgan Freeman.  Big Willie Style is way too young/unmysterious for this gig.
 Bagger Vance believes that there are three paths to find one's Authentic Swing Self.  The first is Discipline - hard work, dedication, commitment.  The second is Wisdom - analyzing, dissecting.  The third, however, is a "pure love of the game."  Only when this pure love is actualized does the Authentic Swing Self come about.

***

In The Natural (movie version), Roy Hobbs hits a home run to win the Pennant for the New York Knights (great name for the future Nyets, Prokhorov), blows up the light towers, and rounds the bases in a shower of sparks.  The only thing he learns is that it was him, not the bat, the whole time.  

In The Natural (book version) [Spoiler Alert], Roy Hobbs strikes out.  He's been forcing a relationship with the owner's daughter, which has clearly been a terrible idea from the start.  He gets paid to throw the pennant, and while whether or not he actually does is left unclear, he is faced by a child at the end who tells him to "say it ain't so," and Roy can't.  He has tried to force himself into being a celebrity instead of the simple man that he grew up as.  He tries to force a relationship with a woman who repeatedly shows no signs of caring for him.  He tries to build himself into a superhero instead of being himself, and the book ends with him walking away in the rain, a sorry and bitter man.

If asked how to describe Roy Hobbs' Authentic Self after finishing that book, I'm fairly confident that nobody could actually do it.  He grows on his strong, farmboy values, throws them away, and then is left in a state of ambiguity.  It could be that the natural wasn't so natural after all, or it could be that he simply stopped after the Discipline step from Mr. Vance.  He put in the time, the dedication, the effort to try to woo Memo (the girl) (shouldn't a weird name like that be the first clue that something's wrong??), but he never stops to analyze how terribly the situation that he's putting all of his time towards, and he certainly isn't doing it because of some pure love.  

You see, it's really easy to find Discipline when you want something.  The dedication and hard work that Bagger Vance refers to are the first (and often only) things that we try to increase when faced with a goal.  We rarely reach the Wisdom step, and almost never do things because we have a Pure Love for them.  We have the ability work so hard for something that we want it to be love so much that we can convince ourselves it is, but often it is contaminated with things that would be clearly noticed if we ever took the time to do the dissecting and analyzing that Bagger requests. 


That's because Pure Love can never be forced.  Pure love occurs when you love something for what it is.  You have no desire to change it.  You have no desire to manipulate it.  You don't approach it looking for something in return.  Pure love means loving something unconditionally for what it is in the purest sense.


I think that the most important line from Bagger's whole talk about finding the Authentic Self is when he says that what we need to do is to "chip away all that is inauthentic, allowing our Authentic Swing to emerge in its purity."  He says swing, but once again, I'm pretty confident that he means Self.

This doesn't mean that we need to avoid all outside influences in the world.  My parents have different ideas for what my life should be than what I think it should be.  I don't mind dropping a few tenths of a point on GPA in order to experience something that I feel I'll value more in twenty years, but they're worried about my grades because grades lead to jobs, which is a hard stance to argue with, especially considering that they've put me under their roof for the past twenty years, they've fed me, raised me, clothed me, made me into who I am today.  Just because they want something different from what I want doesn't mean that I have to run away from it.  It just means that I have to understand why our views differ.  I need to have a conscious, concerted effort to understand who I am even when the world is throwing influences at me from every angle.  

I'm guilty of having done things to get something in return.  I'm fairly confident that we all have.  I've thought at times that having a girlfriend would be great just for what it stood for, and not for who the person was.  I've wanted leadership roles for status instead of to lead.  What I've recently realized, however, is that I'm always a lot happier when I control myself and hope that that leads to the consequences I desire than when I throw myself at a desired consequence and totally lose control of myself, and while I never realized it before about an hour ago, I'm pretty sure that Bagger and I are on the same page.

It seems to me that all of this could be avoided if we simply turned our Discipline efforts another direction.  Instead of trying to attain something, why do we not focus those efforts on ourselves.  God knows that we have room to improve.  If we really, truly put as strong of an effort as we can into finding and maintaining our true selves, into chipping away the inauthenticities, as we do into manipulating other people to like us, we should be able to figure it out pretty quickly.  

And isn't that the person that we want other people to see?

Time is way too short to try to bullshit people with a false self, and even if it wasn't, why the hell would we want to do that?  Personally, I would rather find one person who loves me for my true self than a thousand who love me for something I'm not.  When we meet others we automatically go through the Wisdom stage.  We analyze them, we dissect them, we recall past experiences to figure out what's going on with them.  That's easy.  That's a short step.  We do that every day.

If we can take these first two steps and really, honestly be happy with them, that is when we will find a pure love for our Authentic Self.  We need to take that Discipline, take that Wisdom, and figure out what we truly are, and once we have, once we've analyzed and dissected it all away we will find out that we've found ourselves.  And if we've gotten rid of all the things that we really can't stand, if we've chipped away all the unnecessary buildup that has stuck to us, chances are that the stuff that's left is something that we love.

The hardest part of this whole thing (as recently pointed out by Pete) is not actively analyzing what's going on when it's going on.  You can't think in the middle of a golf swing.  You know the checkpoints of the swing, you know the basics, but you can't be constantly analyzing it to see if you've hit them.  You just have to trust that it'll happen.  You have to do.  You have to be.

I know that I have to figure out who I am before I jump into relationships.  I need to have confidence in myself.  I also need to be able to look back and know where I deviated from that self.  I obviously need to know how my Authentic Self acts, I can't do outrageous things and just hope to analyze them later, but like the golf swing, I just have to trust that I'm hitting my checkpoints and being myself and not be constantly double-checking to make sure I've been there.  If I keep looking back, by the time I turn around the moment will be gone, and that's not what the moment is for.

The moment is for being.  I want to be me.  Just like trusting my golf swing to hit the ball down the fairway, I need to trust myself to find pure love and to ride it out for as long as it lasts.  If it ends, I can figure out why, but bliss isn't meant to be interrupted by the conscience.  If it's all set up on the tee waiting to be driven straight and true 250 yards down the fairway, I have a responsibility to let it fly.  If I shank it into the trees and the relationship falls apart, that's the time to figure out what I did wrong, where I deviated from my swing, but for now, I'm going to trust myself to be the person that I know I am, and I'm going to love this for all it's worth.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Washed up

I recently came to the realization that I'm a nineteen year-old washed up athlete.  Bummer.  Considering that my life plan had always been to make the big leagues, this is a pretty disappointing situation.  Instead of being in hot pursuit of that goal, I have a bad knee, an iffy shoulder, my athletic prime is two years gone, and I take interhall football and pick-up basketball way too seriously.  Now, my vow to never become Papa Billingsley is getting tough to do.
Young William and son, circa 2040
Sports are a big part of life, and competitive sports are something that's really pretty hard to directly replace.  I'm currently trying to channel the energy that I used to put into sports into other things.  It's working fairly well; I'm can get excited about it, I still have that drive to be successful, but it's just not quite the same.  In sports, it's pretty much encouraged to try to hurt the opponent as a form of retaliation, but apparently that doesn't transfer to other aspects of life, as I found out when I tried to beat up our club sponsor when she forgot to reserve a room for a major meeting last semester.

I always loved baseball more than just about anything.  It's the only thing I ever wanted to do with my life.  Just swinging a bat or scooping up a ground ball or throwing batting practice or chasing down fly balls or pitching in the bullpen made me feel like there was nothing else in the world.  The diamond is the thinnest place I have.

Unfortunately, I can't play ball anymore.  It's tough to find enough guys to field a real game, and unlike other sports, pure athleticism doesn't really translate into much unless you have a skill set already, which is why pickup baseball doesn't have the same popularity as pickup football or basketball.  I'm not complaining.  I really don't think I'd ever want to play on an uncompetitive level now that I've reached the levels of competition that I have.  In basketball you can create your own competition.  Even if the defense is weak you can take tough shots.  In baseball, if the pitcher can't find the plate or puts meatballs over it, there really isn't much of a challenge.

I realize that it's kind of pathetic.  I understand that I have my whole life in front of me, but for a kid who was given a bat at the age of two, it's a hard habit to break.  I've played ball (I've been reminding myself this whole time to use past tense and it's just not working) since before I could put together a complete sentence, before I went to school, before I spent my first dollar, way before I earned my first dollar, before I touched a piano or a drumstick, before I knew Stuart, before I had ever talked to a girl that wasn't related to me, before anything.  It's been the one constant throughout my entire life.  In the winter I'd throw a tennis ball against our basement wall for hours and in the summer it was like one long game, inning after inning after wonderful inning.  I played for the Lakewood Vultures with Michael, and we had miraculous comebacks seemingly every night against my dad, who represented the Crystal Lake Cougars, the Turnberry Titans, and whoever else was in that league.  I played for the Prairie State Cardinals with Stuart for much longer than was ever really socially acceptable for a kid to have imaginary teammates and opponents.  Becoming an Indian was something that I thought would just happen, because I never dreamed of anything else.
Up until recently, this was what I assumed work attire was
Like I said before, I've been working on filling the cavity that the loss of baseball has left in my life with various other options.  Most of all, I've learned to love the little moments that sports give.  I love putting on a football helmet, I love the way a basketball feels when it leaves your fingers and you know it's going in, I love catching passes, I love starting the fast break.  Very few other places in my life (outside of possibly music in some situations) can provide such great enjoyment from such seemingly meaningless moments.

I wrote the first two paragraphs of this a few days ago, on the suggestion of a ginger, but I couldn't really see what angle to take on it.  Then, tonight, at 2:00 in the morning, after playing an hour and a half of pickup basketball and watching an hour of He Got Game, I finally realized what being washed up really meant to me.  Maybe I'm not as unlucky as I thought I was.  Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.  Until my senior year of high school, when I realized how quickly things were going to end, I probably would have used a lame knee to get out of practice.  I would have gone inside instead of hitting an extra bucket of balls.  Now, I'm finally realizing how much beauty is inside every moment for me, and I need to cherish it. 

The same must go for life.  Life is about experiences and moments.  It's not a checklist.  I want to take advantage of those moments.  I want to know that I appreciated every special moment when it happens, instead of looking back and realizing I missed it.  While I may be washed up in the literal sense, while I'll never get to step into a batters box or hit another meaningful shot in basketball, the lessons I learned from walking away from what I love can be carried elsewhere.  Maybe I'm only getting started.

Friday, December 10, 2010

America and Its Game

  I'd like to apologize for not posting much in the past few weeks.  I'm busy, okay?  Get off my back.  Anyway, this is a paper that I had to write for my Sports in American Life class (It's really a class, and it meets a requirement, I swear!  Who says that Notre Dame is a real academic institution.  Just kidding.  All my other classes suck).  Anyway, here we go (citations included, contact for works cited):



A man stands in the setting afternoon sun, his shirt is grimy and his back sweaty from his long day toiling in the scorching summer heat.  He is bruised and battered, but not unhappy.  He is simply doing his job, just like millions of Americans have done before him.  He selects a tool from the shelf and walks forward, swinging it to loosen his stiff muscles.  But this man is not like other manual laborers, and his employer is not considered average, either.  He is a baseball player.  A member of what would be the 331st ranking company on Fortune’s list (Fortune 500); Major League Baseball, an industry that grossed almost seven billion dollars during the 2010 season (Sports Statistics).  With an income comparable to that of Visa and AutoZone, the Major Leagues have a very strong economic power.  In fact, it makes more money per year than approximately eighty-five countries (CIA).  But baseball is one of the few businesses that can claim both economic and emotional ties to the American people. 
Having existed for over one hundred years, since the merger of the American and National Leagues in 1901, it is also one of the few that has stood strong through the twentieth century.  Baseball players, unlike most normal businessmen, are our idols.  Coming from every background, every race, every size, and every other category imaginable, we are able to see a little bit of ourselves in these men.  The short kid who gets bullied can rally on the spirit of Cody Ross, the 2010 National League Championship Series Most Valuable Player, who hit five home runs in fifteen playoff games, despite his 5’10” frame, to lead his San Francisco Giants to a World Series title (Cody Ross).  The slugging all-star has to stay humble after watching Mark McGwire, the one time Home Run King, and his historic fall from grace after the steroid scandal during the 1998 season.  Kids from the ghetto have Dontrelle Willis, who grew up the son of a single mother in a rough neighborhood of Alameda, California. The blue-collar workers have Cal Ripken, who didn’t take a day off of work for over seventeen years.  Baseball teaches us patience, strategy, roles, sacrifice, responsibility, pressure, endurance, and love, qualities that can only be learned by experience, and will never be taught in schools.  Jacques Barzun, an American historian, once stated that, “Whoever wants to know the heart and mind of America had better learn baseball” (Tygiel ix).  This may not be totally true, as there are many people getting along just fine in the United States without knowing the difference between a foul ball and a knuckleball, but an understanding of baseball provides a lens that makes American life look much more vivid.  Through its economic role and social influence, baseball has played a large part in shaping American culture as we know it today.

America has been the incubator for many sports in the last century.  Football and basketball both grew up primarily on American soil, and fans have readily embraced hockey and soccer from other parts of the world.  Any of these could have grown into “America’s pastime,” but baseball was the one that did.  There’s nothing overly remarkable about the game of baseball.  There isn’t really a “wow” factor that makes fans stream in simply for the fantastical aspect.  It’s slightly slow-paced, with fifteen to twenty seconds between every pitch, most of which only last for the one second that it takes for the ball to reach the catcher’s mitt.  Even when a ball is hit into play, about 70% of the time it is an out, most of which are routine plays.  What draws in the fans that flood the stadiums every summer night?  What gives the game of baseball the mystical aspect that makes it so desirable?  

This mystique comes from the fact that baseball is like no other game.  The other four aforementioned sports that have gained popularity in America, football, basketball, hockey, and soccer, are all categorized by David Hart as part of the “oblong game,” which he describes as “a contest played out on a rectangle between two sides, each attempting to penetrate the other’s territory to deposit some small object in the other’s goal or end zone” (Hart 5).  These sports are a battle over territory, where one team is clearly on the offensive and the other is clearly on the defensive, where there is always a clear-cut target; putting the ball in the goal or crossing it over the end-line.  In baseball, a player must cross home plate in order to score, but that is never his primary goal when he enters the field as a batter.  He must first find a way to reach base, and then, with help of his own teammates and through his own accord, he must round the bases in order to score a run. 

Only in the case of a home run is a player directly responsible for scoring a run.  In all other cases, a player’s run is half the responsibility of the man who drove him in.  The defense can do nothing to physically hold him back, making size and strength, which are at a premium in the oblong game, of minimal value.  As Hart states, “The oblong game is war, but baseball is Attic tragedy” (10).  Life hardly ever gives us a clearly defined goal, and even more rare is the times that it gives us territory to defend.  The game of life is not a war, with clear-cut winners and losers, half getting everything that they want and the other half losing everything they have.  

In life, you have to put yourself in a good position to be successful and then rely on the people supporting you, a little bit of skill, and a little bit of luck.  Only rarely can anyone take over and hit the home run that propels them to success without the help of others.  Instead of a battle, it is a story, with ups and downs, runs and slides.  Even the best teams get beaten sometimes, but one loss doesn’t mean much in the big picture of the seemingly endless season.  What matters in baseball, like in life, is consistency and the ability to bounce back from tough situations.  The United States was built on these strengths, refusing to ever be beaten for long, and persisting through all adversity that came in the form of war, economic hardship, and social tension.  A baseball season isn’t decided in one moment, and neither is a life.  It is a collection of moments, coupled together into what seems to be eternal.
Like life, baseball is timeless.  There is no clock running down the minutes and seconds that are so precious in over games.  Theoretically, even an inning could last forever, something that can not be said about a quarter or a half in a game such as basketball or football.  On a deeper level, one can see that baseball, as long as anyone can remember, has been a constant presence in our lives from March through October, every day of every month of every summer.  As far as any of us mortals are concerned, “baseball is continuous, like nothing else among American things, an endless game of repeated summers, joining the long generations of all the fathers and all the sons (Hall 46).”  This ongoing company gives us confidence that everything will fall into place with time.  Even the field can be infinite, as there are no set dimensions for how deep the outfield fence should be.  The only regulation on the size of the field is the ninety-foot difference between bases, the sixty and a half-foot distance from home plate to the pitchers mound, and the ninety-degree angle of the playing service.  Other than that, the field is based on the whim of the team.  “Fair territory is, in fact, conceptually limitless and extends endlessly beyond any outfield walls. Home plate is an open corner on the universe, and the limits we place on the game’s endless vistas are merely the accommodation we strike between infinite possibility and finite actuality” (Hart 12). 

In life, the playing field is different everywhere that we go as well.  No job will ever be the same, as the conditions and location will always change depending on the role and purpose of the position.  No day will ever be the same as the last, no minute will ever repeat.  All that we can be sure of is the basic framework in which we can work, the fair territory, if you will.  After this, it’s all up to whomever we are playing for or working for.  We must take this for what it is worth, and appreciate it for all the different opportunities it gives us.  We can find places that fit our strengths.  Places where maybe it’s a little bit easier to hit a home run or to find a gap that allows us to stretch to reach the extra base in life.  We must be patient, however, and learn how to adapt to the environment before we jump into a situation that we cannot handle.

Patience is quite possibly the most important aspect of the game.  Waiting for the perfect pitch during an at-bat or staying mentally in-tune without getting a defensive chance for innings is vital to the success of a player and of a team.  If one player does not have the patience required, the whole team could suffer.  This simple lesson, learned on the sandlots and backyards of youth, is also applicable in other facets of life.  Just as timing must be perfect to hit a line drive up the middle, it must also be dead-on in order to successfully solicit a potential customer.  We must be willing to wait for opportunities such as promotions, just as minor-leaguers toil seemingly forever before they get their call.  We must also learn to deal with failure.  Nobody on this Earth is even close to being perfect, and this must be accepted.  It is near certain that we will make at least one mistake every day, and it is also certain that if we dwell on these flaws, they will occur over and over again.  In baseball, a man who fails seventy percent of the time is a star, and a man who fails sixty percent of the time is an immortal.  Obviously, this ratio is not compatible with that of everyday life, but if we can remember this, we will be able to move on from our mistakes without remorse, and be even more successful in similar situations in the future.

Not only does baseball mirror daily life, but it also has a strong correlation with the life cycle.  Baseball season begins in the spring, about the same time that the snow melts and new life starts to come up from the ground.  Like children, the players begin to re-learn how to play the game during spring training practices, eventually beginning the season when spring has finally separated itself from winter enough to come into its own.  By the time the heat of summer comes, baseball has grown into its adult form.  It is natural and in the prime of its life.  There are few things more beautiful than a baseball game on a summer night.  The white uniforms of the home team seem to glow under the floodlights and the outfield grass looks as green as the rolling hills of Ireland.  The air is still warm, but the humidity disappears with the sun.  The smell of popcorn is in the air as the hum of the crowd provides an ample soundtrack to the smooth flow of the game.  Nights become cooler as baseball enters the twilight of its life in September, and by the end of October it has passed away with the green life of summer and spring.  Baseball has a constant presence for these eight months; day after day, week after week, month after month.  It becomes a part of our lives, as we easily adjust our daily routine to make room for the game on the radio, or browsing through the box scores in the morning paper.  Football is an event because it is a special event once every week.  People clear out schedules for football afternoons, but they don’t for baseball.  Why?  Baseball isn’t a demanding lover.  Baseball doesn’t need full attention for every game.  Baseball doesn’t get jealous of other commitments.  Baseball understands us just as we understand it.  It’s content with a little love and attention, but will never jump out at us if we don’t watch.  The course of a football season can be changed on any Sunday afternoon, but if the boys enter a baseball game in third place in the morning, there’s a good chance that they’ll be in third place that evening, whether we watch them or not.  The national relationship with baseball has matured to the point where we trust each other to remain as a constant even without attention for every inning of every game.  Perhaps this is why a depression seems to set in when the season ends.  Perhaps it is why the air finally seems to snap into winter mode when the last out is made.  Perhaps this is why the sun seems to shine a little softer the next morning. 
“Maybe it is the grindingly long, 162-game season, which allows for so many promising and disheartening plotlines to take shape, only to dissolve again along the way, and which sustains even the most improbable hope past any rational span; or maybe it is simply the course of the year’s seasons, from early spring into mid-autumn—nature’s perennial allegory of human life, eloquent of innocent confidence slowly transformed into wise resignation. Whatever it is, there is something of twilight in the game, something sadder and more lyrical than one can quite express. It even ends in the twilight of the year: All its many stories culminate in one last, prolonged struggle in the gathering darkness, from which one team alone emerges briefly victorious, after so long a journey; and then everything lapses into wintry stillness—hope defeated, the will exhausted.” (Hart 16)
Each winter is followed again by the promise of spring, and the cycle begins anew.  Players come and go, but the game is eternal, having been barely changed in the century and a half of its existence.  Football, hockey, and basketball have had to make rule changes, added additional tactics, and changed equipment over the same time period, but a baseball fan from the very beginning of the 20th century would still recognize the game today as the game that he had watched in his time.  Players come and go, breaking in with a flash and riding out into the sunset of late autumn, both of the season and of their lives.  “The young players seem proud of their easy condition, as if youth were virtue.  The young players tease the old ones who puff, especially all the old relief pitchers with little potbellies… Only one in five will become a big leaguer.  And when that fortunate one in five has made it, he will begin to puff, and he will hear the hungry generations behind him” (Hall 31).  In the same way that human life goes on after an individual life is over, the game of baseball goes on after a career ends.  “Baseball is a game of years and decades.  Al Kaline’s children grew up.  Rocky Colavito was traded, left baseball, became a mushroom farmer, and came back to baseball as a coach.  Jim Bunning turned into a great National League pitcher and retired…And Kaline kept on hitting line drives” (Hall 10).  As sure as we are that the sun will set behind the third base line at Wrigley Field, we can be just as sure that baseball will be the same game.  There will still be the old heroes, there will be the nervous rookies, and there will be the timeless managers.

Managers play a very interesting role in baseball, because compared to other sports there is far lower levels of in-game strategy.  Everybody uses the same defensive formation, everybody puts power hitters in the third, fourth, and fifth spots in the lineup, and they all use a leadoff hitter with a high on-base percentage.  There are only very general and very situational strategies in baseball.  For instance, a manager could like to bunt more or he could hope that his players can hit a lot of home runs.  He could use the bullpen liberally or opt to stay with his starters long into games.  There are also very situational strategies.  Situations late in games are very specific when it comes to the number of outs and men on base, and the batter coming to the plate.  These situations can make or break a ball club.

When approaching a tricky situation, there are always millions of methods of attack.  Would it be better to go all at once and hope everything falls into place instantly, or to hand assemble a step-by-step process that will ensure success over a longer period of time?  Should many different styles be integrated, or should the tried and true technique be left untouched?  Do you give a failed approach another shot, or rather opt for an unproven idea?  If an unorthodox tactic fails, you become the goat, but if it succeeds, you are seen as a strategical genius.  While these questions have pertinence in many aspects of life, they have a very strong importance in the game of baseball.  Everybody has their own coaching style.  Some favor small ball; the art of bunting, stealing, and sacrificing in order to “manufacture” runs.  Others believe in letting their players slug it out, hoping to simply out-power their opponents.  While many pitching coaches allow their starter to work as far as he can, in hopes of letting him finish what he started, others believe that certain specialists have better opportunities of stopping batters.  When a hitter has a hitless day going into the last inning, some coaches will let him hit, others will bring in a pinch-hitter.  Like the real-life situations, there is never a wrong answer, never a method without a strong argument backing it up, and never a perfect option, but over time, everyone discovers their own style through a process of trial and error.  

We as an American people have figured out our own coaching style.  We believe in out-slugging opponents in the majority of situations, but we will sacrifice if the situation calls for it.  We know that we can rely on our defense, and will almost always let our starters go the distance.  We have always been willing to rally from behind, no matter what the situation.  We are the reigning champions, the greatest team to ever grace the playing field.  We know our roles, and are willing to accept them, and therefore will always be among the elite.

In baseball, more than any other game, there are definite roles.  The defensive positions are unique, and while there are definite similarities in the outfield and the middle infield, players who are all-stars at one position can easily falter at another.  Even in one position, players can have different roles.  There are many different kinds of pitchers, from the starter to the closer, the workhorse reliever to the left-handed specialist.  The key to success lies in accepting these roles.  No individual can be above their team, and every team must know that it can not function without any individual.  The home-run hitter wouldn’t drive in half as many runs without the singles hitters, and the starting pitchers wouldn’t pick up many wins without the help of their bullpen.  On the other hand, no one player can make a difference in a ballgame.  Mickey Mantle, mentioned earlier, once had a batting average of .400 with eleven Runs Batted In and three home runs in a losing World Series Effort (Leavy 203).  Even a fantastic performance such as this one couldn’t create victories because of the lack of production from his teammates.  Mantle, however, was very understanding of the benefits of putting team success over individual success.  According to Ralph Hauk, Mantle’s manager for many years, “if he struck out three times and the team won, he was a happy guy in the clubhouse.  But he could have a great day and nobody’d know it” (Leavy 213).  When these roles are acknowledged, success is rarely out of reach. 
Social roles are very similar to the roles of baseball.  The most successful industries are the ones in which all employees are content with their job and what they must do.  Those higher up on the corporate ladder know that they rely on the support of the laborers underneath them, and those same laborers understand that they would not have the job if not for their superiors.  We also know our roles as citizens.  We live in a place as secure and just as America because of the strong, but fair, government that we support.  This government runs because of the taxes that we pay, and we realize the justification behind this.  We know that by being able to function together, we will continue to live and flourish in the most powerful country in the world.

The idea of having to function together is more prominent in baseball than in most other team sports due to the large amount of time that these players spend together.  A game nearly every day means having to spend eight to ten hours together when warming up, the game, and leaving after the game are all added together.  In most sports, these types of days would be broken up by practices, where the players would only have to spend a few hours together.  While this does create stress, it also creates a sense of family among the teammates that is not evident in other sports.  The dugout is a special place.  Unlike other benches, it is enclosed, providing the players with a sense of a home, protected and separated from the crowd surrounding it.  Inside this small space, the twenty-five men turn from acquaintances to friends to brothers.  American society is based around the family, and baseball is built around teammates.  There’s something magical about being on a baseball team.  The downtime during the game lets you learn about your teammates in ways that are impossible in the fast-paced environments of other sports.  

Everybody on the team is in the same boat.  Everybody misses the family that they leave behind when they go on the road.  Everybody feels the pressure of being kept on the big league roster.  Everybody knows what it is like to break in for the first time, and everybody learns from their elders how to leave the game gracefully.  There is a story about Mickey Mantle taking a teammate ten years his junior, Bobby Cox, under his wing.  Cox was a non-drinker, a rarity in the world of baseball in the 1960s.  Mantle was one of the biggest alcoholics of his day.  However, it was Mantle that went out of his way to treat Cox to a milkshake after games whenever they were on the road (Leavy 242).  He had no responsibility to do this, but because Cox had been put into his family, Mantle treated him like any family member should be treated.  

While this family atmosphere should be a relief, as any worker can testify to, people want to succeed more when they are succeeding for people that they love and people that support them.  Because of this, the family atmosphere of a baseball team creates even more pressure than an atmosphere where everybody is just showing up.

Pressure is prominent in all sports, but it is magnified exponentially in baseball.  Unlike other team sports, baseball has the unique quality of being a one-on-one game inside of a bigger team contest.  The pitcher versus the batter.  No one else is of any use.  There is no safety valve, no way to pass to a teammate, no way to use a block.  “There are few spectacles in sport as splendid and pitiable as the batter defiantly poised before all that endless openness” (Hart 14).  It is pure, it is simple, and in the most perfect of situations, it is timeless.  The world stands still while the pitcher delivers.  Thousands watch as the hitter cocks his bat.  There could be one pitch, there could be fifteen.  Curveballs, fastballs, line drives, foul tips.  One will be the hero, the other the goat.  They hold the outcome on their shoulders.  The pressure is unmatched.  Mickey Mantle, one of the greatest ballplayers of all time, is described as handling the pressure by feeling like the team was on his shoulders.  “He never showed anyone up, never called anyone out, never blamed anyone but himself.  ‘When you’re that intense, sometimes you’re too hard on yourself,’ Eli Grba said.  ‘You beat yourself to death.  And he did’” (Leavy 187).

It is situations like this that make the real world so much easier to handle.  The battle between the writer and the deadline, the business and the budget, the mortgage payment and the bank; all are individual battles that play a part in the larger scheme.  They all have the ability to make or break the outcome, but they also have the ability to seemingly go away, only to be breathing down your neck after a minute, a day, a month, or a year.  The perpetual goal becomes routine, but the strain is anything but.  The ability to thrive under the demands that are forced down separate the great from the average, and the average from the poor.  

This constant load never really ends.  It can slow down for a period of time, but it will never really go away.  Day in and day out, under the hot sun and late into the night, for eight months, there is baseball.  Like real jobs, there are few off days, and every day is filled.  The physical and mental strain is rarely seen in other sports.  While one game isn’t that demanding, the stretch of thousands of innings becomes tiresome, no matter how much it is loved.  Legs become tired, arms grow stiff, and it becomes hard to focus.  Great endurance is required, as is in any profession.  In order to be good, one must overcome the tire of the days, and be able to focus through the rigors of the daily grind.  Very few players can come to the ballpark and perform everyday, which is what makes someone like Cal Ripken Jr. one of the greatest of all time.  He joined the elite 3000 hit and 400 home run clubs, made 19 All-Star game appearances, and won a World Series, quite remarkable for someone who didn’t take a day off for 2,632 consecutive games (“Cal Ripken Jr.”).

The ability to do this comes through the true love.  Whether it is in baseball or any other field, passion is required to do the most exceptional job possible.  In Lou Gehrig’s famous farewell speech, he reminds us that he, “…is the luckiest man on the face of the Earth.” (“Lou Gehrig” 1)  For some, baseball is a reminder of family.  For others, it is something to look forward to at the end of a long day.  Baseball will never walk out on you; it will always be right by your side.  Always, between the green grass and the blue skies, there will be boys and men throwing the pearl around, there will be hot dogs and Cracker Jack, and there will be the friend in the seat next to you, who you have never met, but feel as if you have known forever.  When one takes a look at the game, it is easy to realize that “baseball connects American males with each other, not only through bleacher friendships and neighbor loyalties, not only through barroom fights but, most importantly, through generations” (Hall 49).  We are in the constant cycle of the sport, and no matter what, we can never truly leave it behind.  Whether we like it or not, our whole nation is part of the game, not just an innocent bystander, but rather a truly vital organ.  Baseball is our country’s conjoined twin, and we are connected by the heart.
No matter how emotionally connected we are to baseball, there will always be social benefits of the game as well.  Baseball can be credited as one of the founders of the modern civil rights movement, as it was there that “separate but equal” was pushed out of the way.  On April 15, 1947, Jackie Robinson made his major league debut (“Jackie Robinson Stats”).  African-Americans were never forbidden from playing, but they had been separated into their own league, dubbed the Negro Leagues.  Robinson’s impact was huge, and in just a few decades, the Major Leagues were integrated.  This was not a one-man show, however.  Many other unsung heroes played a large part in this extremely difficult social progression.  

One of these heroes was Buck O’Neil.  Originally a star for the Kansas City Monarchs, playing alongside legends such as Satchel Paige, Josh Gibson, and Cool Papa Bell, O’Neil went on to be the first black coach in the Major Leagues.  He had the attitude that the Major Leagues were looking for, but he came along too early to be the first black player in the big leagues.  But when asked about this, he showed his joy and passion for the game by saying, “[Baseball] is as good as sex; it’s as good as music.  It fills you up.  Waste no tears for me.  I didn’t come along too early – I was right on time” (O’Neil 3).  Buck O’Neil was a team player, in every sense of the term.  One of the best players of his time, he was often overshadowed by his teammates on the Monarchs, the Yankees of the Negro Leagues.  He realized that he was good enough to be in the Majors, but instead of complaining, he did something about it.  Through scouting and coaching, O’Neil was able to make an even bigger impact on the game than if he would have played.  He didn’t necessarily have the glory, but he was willing to let other people accept it in order to help the game as a whole.  At one point, he received a letter from a fan complaining about the high numbers of black players that O’Neil had signed for the Cubs.  The fan couldn’t have worded it any more perfectly, saying, “What are you trying to do?  Make the Cubs look like the Kansas City Monarchs?” (O’Neil 192).  In fact, he wasn’t trying to move the Monarchs to Chicago, but rather black culture into white culture.  The nation loved baseball during the middle of the twentieth century more than any other period in history, and O’Neil’s foresight was incredible.  When Jackie Robinson finally made it to Brooklyn, O’Neil sent him a letter applauding his efforts.  “I can't go, but I'm so happy you are there 'cause I know that means my son and my grandson will be there” (England 4).   

During this same time period, the United States was in the midst of some very serious international conflicts.  With World War II and the Korean War occupying most of the national attention from 1941 to 1953, baseball provided a much needed getaway device.  In 1942, Major League commissioner Kenesaw Mountain Landis sent President Roosevelt a letter in order to ask if the President wanted the League to shut down during wartime.  Roosevelt responded with an unquestionable opinion, saying, “I honestly feel that it would be best for the country to keep baseball going…And that means that [the work force] ought to have a chance for recreation and for taking their minds off their work even more than before.”  For many players, however, these times were anything but.  In Roosevelt’s letter, he mandated that, “individual players who are active military or naval age should go, without question, into the services” (Roosevelt 2-5).  Ted Williams, Joe DiMaggio, Bob Feller, and many others joined the services during these times of need, sacrificing their own personal glory in order to protect their country.  Williams, a Hall-of-Fame player, is widely considered the best all around hitter of all time.  He lost three years of his prime to World War II, and was still able to chalk up 2,654 hits and a .344 batting average over his career (“Ted Williams Stats”).  With the addition of this lost time, it is incredible to wonder what could have been.  Certainly, Williams must have wondered these same thoughts, but he went without as much as a flinch into the Marine Corps.  He didn’t see himself as any higher than any other soldier, and saw no need to receive special treatment.

With the absence of a military draft in the United States for about four decades, there is almost no more of this type of behavior left.  Athletes see no reason to leave their million dollar careers in order to risk their lives.  This makes those who do even bigger heroes.  Mitch Harris was a pitcher who was picked in the thirteenth round of the 2008 Major League draft, but there is a catch.  Harris is not like most of the other players eligible to be selected, as he graduated from the United States Naval Academy.  Per Academy rules, every student must serve five years upon graduation, no matter what job is being offered to them.  There is an opportunity to opt out after a student’s second year in school, but Harris did not take advantage of this.  Navy was the only Division I school to recruit him out of high school, and he realized that he owed them his right arm for the opportunity that they presented him.  Without the Academy, he may not have been switched from a reliever to the starting rotation, and he may not have been as big of a prospect as he is today (Bradley 1). 


It is no coincidence that these athletes serve their country.  Baseball players have always had a special place in the hearts of Americans.  Baseball players look like everyday people, those who you could find down the street or at the grocery store.  There are no physical requirements in the game.  You don’t have to be tall like in basketball, or physically huge like in football.  Baseball is, and always has been, a game for the common man.  The players wear everyday clothes, from the button-up shirts to the belted pants, and the coaches look no different.  When someone cheats to get to the top, by using steroids or other methods, the fans show vehement disapproval, but at the same time rally behind the players who do things the right way.  We love the kid, fresh from the minors, who stretches for the extra base.  We appreciate the seasoned veteran who stays with the team that drafted him, from World Series to last place finishes.  We all cheered for the Red Sox when they won their first championship in nearly a century, and we all were exasperated when the Yankees won their 26th in the same time period.  Baseball is built around the players who work their hardest everyday and never take a play off.  America is built around the workers who go into the offices and factories every morning without complaint.
One of the most famous plays in baseball history, Bobby Thomson’s “Shot Heard ‘Round the World,” which won the 1951 pennant for the New York Giants, was the result of a matchup between two young men who came out of these blue collar, working class families.  “Bobby Thomson [the batter] and Ralph Branca [pitcher], the two pivotal figures in the final game’s final play, epitomized this link.  Both came from large immigrant working-class families; both had been raised and lived in the New York area, and, according to legend, had kissed their mothers good-bye when they left for the game that morning” (Tygiel 35).  Before the age of huge contracts, most players even became a part of the community in which they played, often working in the off-season alongside the fans that adored them throughout the summer (Tygiel 147).  This connection is just one more way that baseball players are linked to the America.  They aren’t some distant species, absent from all connections to the rest of the country, separated from the fans that cheer them on.  They are a living, breathing part of society.  They are men who put in their eight to ten hours a day, every day, just like everybody else.

So it turns out that baseball does not affect our culture.  It is our culture.  We, as Americans, grow up around the game whether we like it or not.  It is a never changing presence, from Little League to the Big Leagues, the sandlot to Yankee Stadium, t-ball to 100 mile-per-hour fastballs.  With the songs of birds in the spring come the cracks of the bat, and the smack of leather ball on leather fades with the cooling of the temperature.  This is as sure as the sun rising in the east and setting in the west.  Life has been compared, in various instances, to a dance, a song, and a journey, but I would like to suggest that it is a ballgame.  There are ups and downs, winning takes sacrifice and luck, and sometimes it takes a few extra innings.  Those who succeed are those who put the team before themselves, and are willing to compete every day without taking a break.  There are underdogs and favorites, blowouts and come-from-behind nail-biters.  But it is always a little surprising, always a little bit different, and always fun.  Baseball is our game.  Baseball is our pastime.  Baseball is who we are.

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